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看着那些掉发，一丝一丝都藏着了深紫色。
 哈。小姐染的可是大红大紫啊。
又是不吃色的时刻。

小姐把头发剪了就想起了：我把头发剪掉：的歌词。

工作找到以后，心理踏实也安慰了许多。
毕竟，要坚持所己是要很有毅力的。

然后，小姐也切断了那双不合脚的鞋子了。

哭了好几天，人常言，提出结束的人，往往都是和被结束的人一样的伤害。

双刃刀。小姐这样形容。

那些细节就免了，毕竟都在好聚好散下离开。

好聚好散，再聚不难。

我们都相信的。日子再难，我们都要好好努力。

Part 3

So, about BRAVO EVENT MANAGEMENT, ES EVENT MANAGEMENT and JFPS GROUP are the choices after I went off the Secure Metric Interview.

I rejected 3 jobs from Southern, Cite (Internship) and Secure Metric. Then, I am feeling nervous on keep waiting result from jobstreet or email. So far after 20 resume sent off,after 2days to a week, I got calls from event line!!!!

Finally ~~

But, the cruel part was I let looking down from the interviewer.
Firstly, they question me about why I take chinese studies ? What I know about event ?
And tell me,from the resume I see, you seem don't have any event organizing experienced?

OS:WTF!!

k skip for all the bad memories and do appreciate to the event company who giving me chances and hire me on the spot.

:) I am now employe . Will starting up my work life at February. Wish me luck.

Hmm at last my choices is --------------------- JFPS Group.=_= 
  
 

爱你最用心

花开花落是很寻常的现象。开花不结果也不出奇的。
耸耸肩。你听听就好。

明明知道眼前是个改变不了的事实，偏偏是害怕面对。

这一刻，我才知道自己那么懦弱。


除了追求事业要勇敢，面对不适合的爱情也是得勇敢。


不知道你是不是会过来看，我想说，对不起。爱你很用心也失重心。


决堤。

Part 2

So, I found depress on working life and feel to escape from this reality work.

Everyday I was like a zombie to the office. Then started with the repeated task on the same thing of calculate sales. A day, my colleague told me her husband company want to hire people to expand company. So, after i see trough the job scope, I decided to sent resume on this. This is a job related with sales coordinator and this is first listing company I went trough.
Okay, I need to admit at the time I am just like where want to hire me then I would take it up.

What had I been post about "Capable not equals to suitable",it's relevant to this company.
I am capable to take up this position with a higher paid compare to other fresh entry level due to my past experience before entering the Uni. Luckily, I met a nice and professional HR.

She told me" don't think to simply get a job as stepping stone.I can feel you just take this as a stepping stone and what we hope is looking for a people who can contribute and willing to join us to grow.Not that after we train for 2 years then say bye to us.We need a person who have vision to the company like now a sales coordinator then wish to climb up coordinator operation>manager this and that.
 But we din see you have the vision because you are from Chinese Studies and don't know about the business world.
 You have to think whether you are suitable to sit in the office like this? It's totally different with the job you looking like marketing, event and PR.I can take you now but question back to you,is it this is what you want and what you hope? You give yourself a time and me too.Just ring me when you decided"

I chat with this HR more than 30minute and tear drop after this interview.She knock me up and make my mind clear. I should be more optimistic and brave to pursue for what I really hope and want! I don't want let look down again of I am a Chinese Studies.

Luckily I still have some friends around to help me cure all the bad mood. Thanks everyone who always support me all the time.

to be continued.

Recently about my interviews (Part 1)

Would you like to introduce yourself a bit?

Why you choose to event line?

What you think about event?

Why you pursue in Chinese Studies?

Why and why ?

These are the question that I met up for a month.I had go trough six interviews at different field and met up a lot different interviewers in these six interviews progress. I been went to IMDB (SATU MALAYSIA DEVELOPMENT BERHAD), SOUTHERN UNIVERSITY COLLEGE. SECURE METRIC (IT COMPANY), BRAVO EVENT MANAGEMENT, ES EVENT MANAGEMENT and JFPS GROUP.

You might be curious what I had applied for those companies?

Be patient and keep an eye sight on my post :)

1MDB is my first job application during thesis month. There is a good experience for me during this interview session. I still remember I am sick deeply at the time and stress with thesis hand up deadline plus organizing  teacher appreciation day. I got the first interview for my first resume sent out. I am very happy and confident at the time. I am applied for the PR and Events Executive for 1MDB, duty is to meet up state-holder and run government media event. After the interview, I felt very happy and  I think I had impress the interviewer. Somehow I failed at the end after did the written assessment.

Then, I saw a post at Facebook about Southern University College as the president's sec and also be as president Pr and so on. I thought is the same job scope as 1MDB So i sent my resume to them and soon I get a call after that. I decided to reject via phone but they request me to go for interview at JB. So I give myself a chance to there. Somehow, life never go smoothly as what you had expected. I did rejected after two weeks due to some reason.

After that,I am totally lost. I am being less confident after keep waiting on job respond such like IMBD and Southern Uni. They like called me more than two weeks. I lost the passion and patient. While the meantime, I take up as Part time Acc Admin at my former boss there.I did hate calculation Job and regret on promised on help up my former colleague.

Is a bit tooo long right? Shall update at next post.
To everyone who visit, especially those closer blogger Unimates .XD
 If you are interested with my story,leave me a :) HAHA!

领悟

只要还肯经营就还有希望
只要还肯期待就会成真
只要还肯努力未来不是梦

2013一月，我有所领悟。要感想很多人要写很多感想。
在追梦到道路，我变得更勇敢。

回来更新了。
短短几天经历了些小日子却领悟不少。

论文的A+让我感觉一切物有所值。
那时候的煎熬和坚持教会我好多事。

得到梦想领域的面试通知了。
啊妮，再坚持一些你会看到曙光。

真的要勇敢

去了那趟跳脱向往的工作领域，被对方击中心态还有被点醒！

暂不想更新了。


只能说，我的日子过得很不顺心，是自己迷失了自己该有的方向更是迷失在诱惑之中。


我希望自己能积极点。拜拜。:(


下次回来是要个全新的自己。
 

天晓得

今天，我决定要拒绝南方的工作了。

暂时不晓得叙述太多，只知道，明天要勇敢一些去拒绝自己不能的事情。

我还没整理好思绪。过得好糟糕。

天晓得，我真的不懂怎样充实自己，而是拼命麻木自己。

我已经迷失了自己。

原本去南方的决心，在地利不人和的情况下必须勇敢拒绝。
最终，还是再次申请与过去一样的工作经验，而脱离了要追求的梦想轨道。

我的偏执让我跌跌撞撞，但偏执也让我知道如何先面对现实，暂缓梦想计划。
毕竟，有心不怕迟。

天晓得。

我曾经勇敢踏足中文系三年，也勇敢追求一份爱情。
如今，我要面对这个窘境和这份感情。

我要的太多，割舍的也必须一样多。
感情走到不能再突破的瓶颈去了，那句话深深烙在心中很久。

如今，我只是感叹，原来在爱情里我是只胆小如鼠。

 给自己一个半年以上的时间，再相信？

2013 Resolution

Choose out the first three you see and make it real:)

Honestly mine is love.beauty.lust.


Hahahaha!

我执

当你在羡慕他人的生活同时，别人可能也在羡慕你。
2012年我没有再为自己总结一切。
心底默默记得2012与2013是个转折点。
2012我实习，参与活动，了解自己。
2013我还茫然，继续等待回复，迷失自己。
经过那次实习，反而让我不想踏足杂志行业。过去的编辑梦想通通被我抛得远远。
我说，有些事情真的得自己经历了才知道。
自13岁起至今，唯一没放弃过的就是跑活动。
当过几年的ol，再经过实习，也确定自己是呆不静的小孩。
我坚持寻找跑活动经验的领域，阴差阳错的掉入marketing这一行列，却也教我认清自己的不足和偏执。
长辈说，跑活动有很多的方向，活动公司也是需要市场调查再举办活动，不如试着从这个领域耕深。
如今只能等待佳音，事成后就在追求梦想同时也增进自己。
我只能愿一切顺利。

等待

2013年的来临让我有些彷徨。

先是一直等待工作答复与回应，再来就是还在感冒等。

那些等待的时刻很辛苦。

我只能再磨练些，不要乱想，好好做着这份兼职。

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